Bones - Pink

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I can't post this on Facebook, can't say anything on Twitter.

But I need to express that I'm dying for artistic nudes of strong, confident women (including myself) but if I dare post this anywhere else, or tell anyone, the men I know will make it disgustingly sexual and the women will either make it sound like a great idea they won't actually participate in or twist my words from "artistic nudes" to "I wanna make women look like sluts."

Its not fair though, can't I as a woman with real curves be happy about it? Besides, if I don't show the world what a true women looks like, everyone will believe these stupid lies from magazines that a woman is the equivalent to a twig,possibly one with balloons caught around it.

But that's not everyone. That's only a few women. And unless they have personality, they are women men should not pursue. Because she was most likely photo-shopped, or isn't healthy enough to have a real relationship.

Real women are those beautiful creatures that don't think they are as gorgeous as they are because of those twig-like 2-dimensional fictional females. Real women are completely natural and seem ashamed that their breasts aren't flawlessly perky or her butt doesn't have the exact curve of a Barbie doll.

A real woman needs to believe in herself. Like when she listens to that one song that makes her dance, no matter where she is. Like when she puts on that one article of clothing she knows looks perfect on her and for a few shining moments she walks with swagger. Like when she doesn't care what her body type is, she's going to dance in her underwear to Kelly Clarkson and Beyonce and Lady Gaga and think she is the hottest chick on the planet, and almost can't stop staring at herself because, c'mon, she's the hottest chick on the planet.

The point is, no matter what, women are beautiful. Why do you think people have painted more nudes of women then men? You can't even argue that those artists were mostly men, because plenty of women painted nude women too.

Because we're beautiful!

So, to any female out their, any that happen across this, know you're gorgeous. Stunning. Beautiful. And I'm probably not the first to have said this to you.
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Bones - Sweets

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There's two girls and one guy in a situation. The guy in engaged to a random female, one girl has been with a random male for two months, and the other girl is dating the girl and cheating with the guy.

They're all in on it. They flaunt their affection and pretend to be better people. They act like what they're doing isn't wrong.

Because it isn't wrong to cheat on your boyfriend. It's not wrong to be perfectly fine with being the other woman. It's not wrong to have another woman.

It is completely, totally okay. Because it's not making things weird to your friends. It's not going to hurt your boyfriend or fiance. It's not going to mess you all up in the end.

So keep going. It's all fine.
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Bones - Kiss

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If I tell you I care more about you then I let on, you'll drop me. I'll be just like her. And in a way I still am. Because I have to continue denying these feelings I still hold, but the problem with that is that our conversations are about you wanting to date, missing kissing a girl, teasing me by swearing you'll ask me out to mess with my head. Which is also like her.

And I don't like bringing her into it either but she's my only example to you as to why it'd be bad for which ever way I go.

But we have to separate a little. Less time together, fewer conversations, and quit posting those photos on facebook, do you know what that does to my brain? How my face looks after seeing it? Its awkward, fuzzy and red. That's what.

So you know what? Here they are. Reasons to like you as a person, reasons why you are attractive, and reasons why your a butthead and I shouldn't be attracted to you at all. And I'll update it based on what you do from now on.


Likes:
- Funny
- Great friend
- Good listener
- Caring

Attractive:
- Funny
- Passionate
- Good man of God
- Growing into a BETTER man of God
- Sweet/Caring
- Protective
- Pretty freakin' cute.
- Dorky
- Smart
- Cool tattoos
- Good taste in music
- Likes cuddling (like reeaaalllyyy likes cuddling <3)
 
Unattractive:
Nothing because i was just being a whiny brat lol
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NCIS - Gibbs kiss

start of a story.

He begged her to go inside the castle. The extravagant building was safe, was a free home for anyone who Accepted the King's affection. He tried to convince her the King had created the palace because he saw these people as his children, and he just wanted to keep them protected from the outside world.

But their world was too deep in crime, too deep in the muck and filth. And being stubborn, she refused to leave that dirt, with no reason to believe that this King wasn't anything more then a rumor. And though she would never say out loud, she feared the change she would endure upon walking through those doors.
Bones - Pink

Emilie Autumn - What right have I?

What right have I?
You are not mine
Nor will you ever be
I need not try
To read your sign
You don’t belong to me
I should not care
How you behave
What difference does it make?
Perhaps someday
You will grow brave
And from this sleep awake
But when you do
It will not then
Be caused by what I say
But by one who,
Like other men,
Holds you within her sway
And as I claim
No place within
The life you choose to live
I’ll stay the same
As I have been
And all your faults forgive
Perhaps I own
The privileged place
For worry I need not
I may condone,
Reprove with grace,
And still remain unfraught
With jealousies
And petty cares
And all that love demands
So as you please
I’ll save my prayers
And better use my hands
But why all this?
As I have said,
It matters not to me
What right have I?
You are not mine
Nor will you ever be
Bones - Black and white

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There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside your hand,
But you played it with a beating,

Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
Bones - Pink

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"Congradulations. Was it worth it? Because despite your violent behavior, the only thing you've manged to break so far is my heart."
Bones- Sad

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Dear God,
Thanks for helping me realize I'm supposed to constantly fuck myself over so everyone else can feel just that much better about themselves, knowing they aren't a horrible person like me. Glad to know I have a purpose.
From Hannah.

PS: Making me want to beat my head on the wall til my head busts open, thus killing myself, isn't going to make us closer. You're wasting you time on that. Because I have no reason to get closer you. You've proven I'll only turn into a dick head, not that I'm far from that anyways. So leave me alone. Thanks bunches :)

PPS: Still going to church though. Because its better then being stuck at home.

PPPS: Let me put some lipstick on so I can look pretty before you decide to fuck me.
NCIS - Abby

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Since he never sent any kind of message, I'm rolling with I'm single.

And surprisingly its not how I expected it to turn out. He just stopped talking to me, unfriended me on facebook and so I unfollowed him on twitter and now he has not account on the site >> Soooo yeah.

I'm gonna goon a man hunt once school starts and I'ma find me a real man.

One I can cuddle for realz.

Anyway Psych is on, gotta run.
Bones - Angela

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Depending on what happens when school starts up again and I potentially have a life because I'll be able to drive (Which I'm doing pretty well at I just have to keep practicing and get my license) I may end it between us.

I just... don't think I can do it anymore. I love him to pieces but I feel like we're just friends that say 'love you' and all that. And I think it would be best to not have a relationship hooked on the computer.

It'll be.. better for both of us.

Its gonna be weird... but I've waited four years, and I've lost all little bits of hope I had in meeting him.

If its meant to happen between us, it's going to happen. But I don't think its now.

I have to do it. And I will. But I'll wait a little longer and see if my life will still end up being at home almost all day only going out for school and work, or if I'll be able to do stuff with friends and have a normal life.

And then I'll figure out what to do.
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