LOL Ryan was giving Gabby and I rides and then Daisy jumped in with us making it more awesome.
And we had a picnic! Only.. not. Hahah we didn't really have food, but we hung out on the swings.
And Ryan kept falling off the disk swing. He failed so bad. He was like fail+moarfail(fail^fail).
It was beautiful. xD He probably won't have kids though... or at least have a hard time. xD
And by the way? We need plans for revenge without doing anything illegal. Story is this. Daisy was dating Devin, Devin wanted to 'take a break and be single for a while'. We (Daisy, Angela, Nora and myself plus anyone who found out later) knew it was total bull. Daisy ended it completely because she wasn't waiting on him.
Soooo.... Mr. 'I-wanna-be-single' isn't single anymore. And we found out that this girl from MySpace is the same girl he's going to take to prom. Miss MySpace by the way, she left a message. He was joking and changing the status and being silly and she replied to it with 'Lol your so funny (or something like that). I love you (not that big a deal cause Devin says he loves all his friends regardless) and I can't wait to be with you." Be with you?? Really?
Anyways, long story short we hate him now but we can't do anything until some one different then whoever told Daisy tells her he's dating again or he mans up and does it. Which, lemmie tell you, probably not going to happen. In fact I think he's going to keep it completely quiet and try asking her out again.
Whatever, he's a dick and she's pretty lady who deserves a better man. -sassy face-
Lol we're gonna go to prom together as bff's and not care about dates (Unless Geert gains the power to teleport in which case I wouldn't care about prom, I'd just rape him and have his babies.)
- We partied so super hard.
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- 4ever_sleep
- January 27th, 20:55
Totally having a picnic after school tomorrow with Gabby and Ryan! :D it will be super fun~
lol the idea came up when she offered me a ride with her and Ryan and instead of leaving right away, we ran to the swing-set at the Church and chilled there for a while and talked about what Gabby should do with her hair. Personally? I like the length it was with the wig :3 Super cute, not TOO short but not terribly long either. And it something I would do on myself >> that's prolly one reason why I liked it xD But it does look good on her so :D
Oh we tried starting a game of Tag in photography class and Lu was just like "... -lol-"
By the way? I'm listening to t.A.T.u.'s Russian songs. And now I think I can speak Russian fluently. >> Haha I keep trying to sing along and its serious fail.
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- 4ever_sleep
- January 22nd, 18:45
I totally fell on my ass this morning.
Surprisingly the rest of my day wasn't as bad as the event.
And by the way world? Geert. is. fucking. adorable. -is getting eskimo kisses-
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- 4ever_sleep
- January 20th, 19:09
Livejournal, why are you so lame now? With the pop up adds I close out of? Seriously??
Anyways.
School is boring. I hate it. Like in math? I'm not even doing my work. And she's all "If you don't do your work you'll fail the tests!" but I've passed the only two assignments we have so YEAH. I just play calculator games. :|
And in Government I'm passing with a 92 average right now. The tests aren't that hard really, the quizzes are easy, and he gives a full grade for class work whether you finish it or not.
And then in Photo and Shakespeare, as long as you participate, you're golden.
But I always come close to falling asleep in third. I don't know I'm so tired. I can't even fall asleep when I want to, no matter how tired I am. And I wake up earlier then my alarms by like an hour. :/
I'm not enjoying life right now.
With the exception of Geert cause he's always joy in my life :3
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- 4ever_sleep
- January 5th, 16:50
Totally gonna love school this semester.
I have Alg. and Trig which is insanely easy. I mean... its math. Seriously. Only problem is Jaade (<- - - not a typo) is in my class and that means I get to hear loud and stupid first thing in the morning.
BUT I have Lubienski as my teacher, Caitlin H. as my model, and Emily as my own personal student/PHOTOBFF. Really badass.
Then I have Government/Econ. which doesn't look too hard and I have several friends in there like Greg and Kara. OH and we have first lunch!!! FIRST. *3* With Gabby TOO! Except we're choosing to sit outside since everyone moves in to steal your seat :| So we decided fuck that, no one will steal it now!
And... last but not least... I have the incredible... the amazing.... the most wonderful time of the day! SHAKESPEARE!!!!!
With a thousand people I know and a few others that I will because, hello! We are all in it to be AWESOME >83
Francis wants us to pick a Shakespearian name :D I wanna be Ophelia for obvious reasons, but I also like Luciana (Comedy of Errors) and Juno (The Tempest).
So yeah we're gonna make finger puppets, make costumes, move around the school, just tons of fun stuff :3
By the way? Jason Mraz - Butterfly. If you haven't heard it, you should. Sexiest song out of that boy's mouth *3*
- CHRISTMAS :D
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- 4ever_sleep
- December 25th, 2009
I got awesome presents this year :3
I got -
(Immediate family) :: ipod, photoshop, two flannel shirts, necklace, Star Trek, chocolate, a ticket to see Jeff Dunham live, three books by J.D. Robb, a calendar.
(Dad's side) :: three shirts, a pink vest that makes me look like a marshmellow, a tripod, a bracelet
(Mom's side) :: -to be added tomorrow-
So yeah :3 cool stuff.
I'm so happy about my iPOD though, my mp3 player was crap. Plus an iPOD goes with the Mac anyways so. Its blue and it records videos :D
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- 4ever_sleep
- December 18th, 2009
So I didn't say this yesterday but I will now.
I got to talk to Geert again :3
School and Dad/Aj stealing the computer made it impossible to talk to him :| I was miserable D:
But we finally got to talk and stuff. Found out the train he usually take to school crashed, but he stayed home so he's okay. Seven people were hurt, that's it. But it really scared me cause it could have been worse and he could have been there. And he.. God I don't wanna think about it.
It scared me a bit. But we talked about happy stuff to and we were just silly. As usual x3 Heehe he's so cute <3
So yeah. Gonna go clean in a bit. Its kindof Mama's present since we don't have money for a gift except through Dad. :\ But still... And we're gonna get the tree out and decorate and it will be AWESOME. :D
...omg the very first Law and Order I've ever watched is on. I remember cause there's a scene where the lady was screwing an old guy and Mom covered my eyes but I looked through her fingers cause I was cheeky child :3 Lol And then the lady was dead on the stairs.
- But my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and I laughed
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- 4ever_sleep
- December 17th, 2009
One semester is done with now OMG. @3@
I'm so happy. Like really, it was sooooo bad. My photography was obviously easy, english... iffy. Not fully sure just how well I did. Physics was horrid because the bell rang when I still had about 14-15 problems left! I filled in B and C for the rest so... and French I feel like I did good on.
So yeahhhh... I just wanna chill. Talk to friends, have Christmas.
Speaking of Christmas it is going to be weird. Mom's side is going to be the Saturday after, and like... not sure but I think it's at Robin's this time. Because "we always do it at her house anyways, and its closer for us." Even though Mom swears she will not cook unless it will be at Lisa's instead.
And then we have to deal with the brat children while on their own turf. But at least I have my cousin Alli and Annie. They're cool and understand what I mean when I tell them how crazy Tyler, Maddie, and Lucas are x_x
And this will be the first Christmas without my Mamaw (great-grandmother). We can't really let her leave there and visit cause it makes her miss her home, but we'll be at Tammy's so I don't know.
But hopefully Christmas will be okay even with out all the decorations and things. We're not pulling all of it out we only have this puny tree that glows different colors and a candle. Yeah.
But um... I'm hoping to get Photoshop, a tripod, and maybe an iPOD/ way better mp3 player then what I have now.
... I think I 'm gonna find Jason Mraz icons >>
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- 4ever_sleep
- November 11th, 2009
I've been so busy with school, like no lies.
So I'm getting really close to a new friend of mine from photo class. She's really sweet, despite some first impressions i've made of her and like, she has a shitty life. I just helped her move out of her house today cause her mom is a bitchface ruining her life.
It was pretty crazy >>
BUT because my Mama is pretty ballin', she is willing to 'adopt' my friend and my friend can stay over when she needs to and eat over here when ever. :3
Its gonna be pretty awesome hopefully.
Anyways, tomorrow I am being a model in artistic nude photography, quite possibly. And I want some shots of some one else nude myself. And when I say artistic nude I mean by High School standards where in photos they have to be covered but they are allowed signs of obvious nudity. If you can understand that.
... well thats all.. I guess xD
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- 4ever_sleep
- October 14th, 2009
This song is so fitting in more ways then anyone could really know. Like, if you knew the bullshit I'm coming up with so I can be pissed at someone that prolly didn't even know I was targeting them, hell I didn't realize that's what I was doing until after all the crap went through my head and I heard myself telling Daisy all of it. But what I do come up with, this song fits.
I feel like I have the right to think this way, but I don't. I feeling like I'm just trying to be a bitch about all of this. But at the same time I can see where the other is to be blamed. And I feel they deserve being blamed even though they prolly didn't realize what they did.
I wanna say it all here too, which is I guess a bad habit I've built up, but saying it all builds stupid drama. And I don't wanna start that. Because I'll have been the one to start it obviously and then I'll lose friends cause they'll be all "omg she's gonna do that too me too!"
But like...
Okay. Things were said and I am taking them waaayyy out of context. I know they didn't mean what they said to be the way its filtering through my ears. Its just the tone is where I'm getting the whole 'they're insulting me' business is coming from. And like, there are things about this person I just refuse to see as something else. I'm always finding alternative motives for what they say. For like... EVERYTHING.
And I guess its because of things they have said that will always leaving me questioning them. Just certain things from the past that go against what they say now. And I don't think I could ever trust them. Ever. And I honestly don't think some of the people that do trust them shouldn't or at least be careful around them because this person could fuck up anyone's life.
They won't though. Because they are a douche bag that does that kind of shit. They just don't, they're not mean.
But I make them out that way and I find things for me to hate them so I can get rid of them
But that might just be me.
For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic :: Paramore
Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You ripped through one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve
What'd you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fly shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve
What'd you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
You can't run away, you can't run away
You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
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- 4ever_sleep
- October 8th, 2009
OMGOMGOMG I'M TALKING TO GEERT ON SKYPE AND HE IS SOOOOOOOO FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
*breaks face from smiling too much*
SSSSSSSSSQQQQQQQQQQQQUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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- 4ever_sleep
- October 7th, 2009
I'm so sick of trying to explain this.
I'm not doing it here though. I'd rather do it on IM or face to face but seeing as school gets in the way, IM works.
I'm just getting tired of all of this. I know it hasn't been going on for long but I am. I hate that I can't explain how I feel correctly without insulting you. I tried but I was caught off guard. And even when Gabby tried, and she used what I told her to say for the most part, it was still lost.
So I dunno what to do.
If you get on MSN I'll talk to you because I want things cleared up and I don't want you to think that I think poorly of you. Because I don't. I don't hate you, I'm not holding a grudge for that one little thing. I'm holding one on BOTH OF YOU GUYS FOR SHATTERING MY GODDAMN SOUL but not for the fight that was completely pointless.
And really, right now, all of this is just stupid.
- Gotta catch 'em all!!
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- 4ever_sleep
- September 27th, 2009
Gabby came over and modeled if you haven't already noticed by her LJ and my Facebook. Lol It was hilarious trying to figure out what to do. It was fun, but I'm really tired. Gabby, you need to stop elbowing me in your sleep woman D:< LOL
Its cool though..
Umm... Geert is fucking fantastic! Lol.
That's it, that's all I got, I'm so tired right now. And I still have physics I gotta run and work on soon >> 1-14 is due Tuesday and though its not hard, I still have to get it all done >> And read three chapters of Frankenstein which is also due Tuesday.
Oh man.. Geert is cute <3
:D I'm talking to him now. He fell asleep last night again which is fine, I'm used to it really. Like, really, how do you not expect it when he's six hours ahead of you? But he's cute.
I dunno... I'm gettingtired of people being all "OMG why the hell are you dating him when he's so far away?" Yeah I still get asked and its because I fucking love him. THREE YEARS. MAYBE FOUR. What's the longest relationship YOU'VE been in jackass?! Yeah that's what I thought. (LOL arguing with no one. >>)
Anyways.... yeah.
Lol Pokemon! He's playing pokemon!!
I LOVE THIS GUY!!!!
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- 4ever_sleep
- September 19th, 2009
I'm sick. I keep getting up every ten second to blow my nose because snot is coming out of one side. I'm coughing every other minute and can't breathe because of it. We have nogood tastingday time medicine, so I have to wait till its bed time to get some help. And of course I can't tell if I'm getting better or worse.
Like I'm not coughing as much as I used to if you can imagine me coughing more. But I do have nose problems now and I think I'm getting body aches. :| I can't tell.
-sighs-...-coughing fit-
And more bad news, I was freaking the fuck out Thursday night because Geert didn't say I love you too for a little while, and I was freaking out because of my stupid period, and then he does tell me he loves me too which I knew the whole time but because of the little panic, I have loads of new theories as to what he does, and then I get mad at myself for thinking badly of him... I dunno.
I love him though. And he love me. And I would love it if he got Skype. Oh thank you Dj! LOL
Like they have this webcam, video option to where you can just sit there and talk and stuff. :3 Its bitchin' in the kitchen. And I want Geert to get Skype for this reason alone. Not soon of course, I wanna wait till I get better and make myself pretty 8D
Cause right now, I'm wearing my flannel shirt again, but its all wrinkled an stuff, my face is crap, my hair is crap, I'm dying every few seconds, and I have a tissue stuffed up my nose so I don't have to run and get more tissues (Hey its working!)
So yeah... If he saw me... oh boy >>
But yeah Skype is cool. Could have been cooler if I could actually hear everything instead of coughing and missing everything. :/
I'll just pass the time by taking super awesome pictures.
- PMS rant.
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- 4ever_sleep
- September 16th, 2009
So like, wtf?!
First off I got pissed because this bitch and this dude took our table and Emily and Gina tried to get our table back and the girl was acting like we should expect it when it rains that people are going to take our seats. Because, at the beginning of the year, when you choose where to sit, no one could have guessed that weather existed in the outside area, and that the inside area protects you from that 'weather'.
So of course we should give up our seats to those that get trapped in that horrible, horrible rain even if there are perfectly good seats, it is a struggle to walk, it is so hard, but the inside people need to do our duty to these poor helpless people to give them our seats.
/angry sarcasm is angry.
But really. What do they expect when they go outside? Perfect weather year round, just for them? Yeah, we're going to make a fuss over a stupid table because its our stupid table! OURS!
We're going to throw their shit outside though if they try and take it ever again. Especially tomorrow. We didn't bother with a fight, but we will tomorrow. If not, I'll cough insanely on the bitch and call it Swine-flu. Just for her! :D
And then I found out seniors don't get out a week early. At least not any more. They took that out officially. Like, it was never fully approved that we could get out early and because we have to go 180 days of school and the week out give us 175, we can't have it anymore. Its stupid, why can't we have that extra week? Why is it that missing five days of school is going to make us combust??
If we graduate before school starts I'm not going in that last week. I'll go in for finals so I don't completely fail school, but I am not going in those last few days. I'm not. I miss something oh well. I've already graduated. I've already got my diploma, they can't do anything to me. They can't take it back.
I'm not going.
I refuse.
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- 4ever_sleep
- September 8th, 2009
So everyone knows we had the Obama speech to the schools and what not yes? Well our class watched it cause my teacher couldn't see what was wrong it its because it could literally be summed up as "Stay in school, work hard, God bless America."
Well. Before it started my teacher said its not that big a deal, and if you think he's trying to corrupt the minds of the students is clearly close-minded. Which is true since he pretty much said what every teacher and adult has said since we were what, five? Well. We watched it and there was one guy that right after.. RIGHT AFTER it was done, said something about how Obama doesn't believe it or something and that were turning into a capitalist nation or whatever. WHILE everyone was making jokes on how obviously he was turning us into zombies and communists and what nots with subliminal messages.
LOL
And then Catie and I were just talking in general our point of view and how silly it is for people to be all "HE'S CERRUPTING AMHERICAH!" and we got on how Fox is completely on one side and that news in general tends to be one sided regardless and etc. WELL. That same guy? Sitting oh.. three rows away? Who eavesdropped?(How rude!)
Yeah he moved next to us and is all "I couldn't help but over hear you talking about Fox news." And then all of a sudden its a battle to get our opinion in and to force us that he's right (obviously. cause Fox is always equal in its stories.) And like he told us what their motto is cause they're totally going to stick to it. And then he leaves and says "Fine believe what you want!"
Umm... DURR!! We were trying to but you decided its douche bag hour! Gahh.... I don't even know. I don't, I really don't.
Whatever. I'll do what I want. :|
OH and this morning? Mom figured I was either moving out or it was "be critical to Hannah morning" cause she was. "That outfit looks weird, you shouldn't have covered your walls with so much crap, this drawing you did and had on your walls since your freashmen year LOOKS LIKE A PENIS." >:|
-Super pissed plz-
Good news is Geert got a message in to me today :D He hasn't been able to get online because he started school recently. It succkkkkksssss....... -whines-
Imiss him :C
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- 4ever_sleep
- September 3rd, 2009
So like... I asked Mama if I could go with Mrs. Francis and other students on a summer trip to England. Like, she was going to do one to Germany but my Boo-Bear and myself got her to consider a second trip to England with it. AND Mama said she wishes she could help me go, but it might be too much since we're dirt poor. SO... I'm going to sign up to get a job at Krogers. :/ Scared shitless, doing it anyways. But I dunno how I could pull it off cause I need my time after school for homework and I don't think I'd have time for it with a job. I dunno. If we're still not sure about how to get cash for it, then I'll sign up in December and save up. But if we can get cash for it, I'll wait until after the trip to get a job. Oh man... This is going to get oogly. :/
- So I'm confused :/
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- 4ever_sleep
- August 27th, 2009
Okay... Finally got to see friends since we left early today. BUT when I talked to Paige E. (Who is super cute) I found out amorgan asked about if they've talked to me. Or something like that. Before I go on I am in no way offended or pissed. Just really confused. Okay. Paige said, and she couldn't remember it very well but Morgan may or may not have said like 'well we had a big fight over the summer but now were sortof friends again.' and she was weirded out. I'm confused because I don't know where she got that we were friends. :/ Cause if I thought we were friends, I would try to talk to her some. But I haven't soo.... -confused-.
- LOL fangirl ranting again :3
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- 4ever_sleep
- August 26th, 2009
So yeah, every day I think I slowly love Geert more and more. And I was just happy all day. Last night? I realized how much I love that guy. And every one says 'Oh good for you' but they don't realize how happy that feeling makes you. But it also made me wanna cry a little and I could only think it was because he's away from me. And though I know I'll get him in July -maybe- I still get a little sad thinking of him like I'm happy as hell, but there is sadness there. And it always hurts a little to think of him. I always ache when I think of him holding me or kissing me or touching me in general. But obviously I can't just walk to him and get rid of it. I'm a little worried I'm gonna cry when he finally gets here and I can hold him for once. To finally feel him. You know what I'm excited about most? His mannersisms and hearing him in conversations. Oh and his smell. And you can only get that stuff when you talk to some one in person. I can't wait :3
- I feel pretty damn good <3
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- 4ever_sleep
- August 25th, 2009
I have a good song, I'm talking to an amazing guy.
Life is great right now <3
Adore - ParamoreI don't mean to run.
But every time you come around I feel more love than ever.
And I guess it's too much, maybe we're too young and I don't even know what's real.
But I know I never wanted anything so bad.
I've never wanted anyone so bad.
Help me come back down
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
And be the one I'm looking.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for (stay)From high above the clouds.
But I blame this town.
And why do I deny the things that burn down deep I'm barely breathing.
But you just see a smile. And I don't want to let this go.
Really, I just want to know.If I let you love
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
And be the one I'm looking for.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for (Stay)If I let you love me
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for.
